07.08.2012

I've had this blog for about 2 years, never had any posts. I think this will be my first. I am not too sure how to use this thing, it's somewhat confusing. This past week has been somewhat crazy, I just finished my final course project - I turned it in knowing it was not my best work but I don't care! I'm finally done. I had a crazy dream, I had a dream you were back in my life... you were still the same - I was not scared of you anymore. V was there too, he got so mad that he saw you. I was so scared to lose him, he stormed off so angrily. That was all I needed to confirm that I no longer care about you, that kinda scares me cause now I'm vulnerable. I hate feeling this way - weak, unable to protect myself. I need to distance myself and be able to survive on my own. I hate being dependent on somebody. I WANT TO BE MY OWN PERSON.